Mom mode

I had my official Last DAY of work on Saturday. And I am having mixed feelings about it. So weird to close one chapter of my life and open a completely new chapter. For the past 6+ years I have been so focused on my career and supporting myself financially. I have taken a ton of classes/educational courses, worked 6 days a week, learned techniques and things that will stick with me forever. After yesterday my career will never be the same. I am so thankful I was able to experience such a thing. I of course could always have learned or done more as we all could. But I am really glad I had the time for myself to learn who I am and learn how to be confident in my abilities. I am now trying to transition into "mother". Which is really weird, especially because I can remember at a very young age, telling my mom that I wanted kids but didn't want a husband or to actually physically have them. LOL I am really excited for this new beginning to unfold. Although its a bit scary.. the unknown. I am trying to prepare myself and at times I think I try to prepare myself for the very worst so it makes its more nerve racking (I dont recommend it). But also very exciting to have someone else in my life to look after. Marriage has been an incredible experience for me and now motherhood. It is time to quit being so stuck on just me and J, now we get to experience life with another person, our child:). So the next 2 months I have a lot to do. I kind of left everything til now so that I wouldn't get "bored" because I am so used to working. So I really haven't done a thing.. next week will be our hospital tour and very first prenatal class and I am actally excited. It definitely makes things real! Here's to a happy transition into motherhood! I can't believe baby is coming in just over 2 months!